I just feel like giving up. What’s the point. I haven’t showered. I’ve barely been eating. I’ve been outside one time in the last five days. I barely make it off the couch to pee a few times a day. I’ve been playing video games until my mind is numb just to pass the time until I can go back to sleep. I miss her so much. Even thinking about her hurts. I just want it all to go away.