Well, the cause of death is officially SIDS. SIDS. SIDS. SIDS. SIDS. Maybe if I say it enough times it will feel real. How can a perfectly healthy baby just die for no reason? That doesn’t make any sense. And thousands of babies die of this every year. How can that be? How can so many families have to go through this pain? It makes me angry. Why did it have to be my baby? As soon as I got pregnant, I started thinking of all these horrible things that could happen to my children. Cancer, car accidents, kidnapping, etc, etc. But I never thought anything would actually happen. I just don’t understand.