We got some grief books at the library. But none of them can even start to help. They’re all about “loss”. Of a job, or a family member, or a relationship. But how do you deal with the loss of a child? That’s something that no one should ever have to experience. It’s such a horrible thing, that there isn’t even a name for it. A child that loses a parent is an orphan. A person who loses their spouse is a widow. But there is no name for this, because people can’t even begin to fathom the pain of losing their baby. It’s going to take daddy and I a very, very long time to be okay again. We love you so much Maya. Mama and dadda miss you.