Today I have to go around to tell everyone that my baby is gone. I have to call her doctor and cancel her next appointment. I have to go tell our apartment manager that we are no longer a family of three. I have to go to the mortuary and tell them our plans. I have to write an obituary. How do you even write an obituary for a baby? She never got to do anything, what do I even say about her? Today is probably going to be one of the hardest I’ve had to go through and I’m really just dreading it. Please watch over daddy and me, Maya, and make sure that we can get through this.